My parents got divorced when I was one year old. I've heard from family that it was because my father was ____， but I was too little to remember and he was never violent  ____I was growing up. My father is an alcoholic. He was  ____ once when I was a teenager for three years then had another divorce. I'm his ____ child. My mother has been married and divorced three times, and all of her ____ were abusive. I'm the oldest of five half­ siblings. My first step­father was  ____violent with my mother regularly, they were married when I was 2 and ____when I was 8. My second step­father never fought with my mother，____ was verbally (言语)abusive with my two oldest younger brothers and myself and also  ____me when I was 17. They were married when I was 11 and  ____divorce proceedings last year when I was 22. The divorce was just finalized last month. I'm sure I don't have to ____ detail about the emotional influences of growing up in this ____. I do find that it has made it difficult for me to ____the pattern for my own life. I find myself using escapism(逃避现实) when ____gets too hard, just like my mother did. I find myself latching(锁定) on to ____men with a co­dependent loyal. My father's drug and alcohol use has also  ____my decisions. All of the people I have been in a   ____relationship with have a drug addiction of some sort. I've never been  ____to drugs, though. Only people. In spite of all of this, I am committed to  ____these generational problems that have been a part of my family history  ____since my great­ grandparents.